Monday, December 19, 2005
4:50 AM

maybe this isn't right.
but,
fuckcare.

i miss you.
i've been having so many playbacks -
the times when we were really happy.
the times when we were near breakdown.
the way you ended things.
all those things you said.

and i can't stop thinking bout what went wrong,
and how i could have made things right.

i loved you.
did you ever feel the same?

it started out as a game.
i never expected to fall.
why did you make me feel that way?
and i guess you've won.
so i admit defeat.

im tired of playing these games.
im human.
and i've got feelings.

i don't know how much longer i can hold.
each time i try to crawl out of this hole,
something just keeps on kicking me back in.

played;