Friday, April 28, 2006
11:54 PM

im starting to get sick of jx-ing.
its starting to get boring.
don't ask me why.
i just don't get the kick anymore.

my fucking comp is screwed.
all my music's gone.
like, fuck that.
the fucking hard drive sure does suffer from moodswings.
and it crashes without any warning.

mid-years are coming.
how time flies.
and so much has changed.

i think im officially a pig now.
fuck that.
i can't stop eating.
its addictive.

a significant event took place today.
and i hope it doesn't take me back to square one.
cause i don't want to take the plunge again,
and i don't think this heart can tolerate another attack.
but, what happened a few hours ago was simply beautiful.

and as i backtrack down memory lane,
i find myself soaking in those burning emotions i once felt, again.
and it hurts to come to terms with the present.

it hurts to see someone you once loved,
like that.
i can't help but relate to it,
somehow.

avenged sevenfold - unholy confessions
when time soaked in blood turns its back,
i know its hard to fall.
confided in me was your heart.
i know its hurting you,
but its killing me.

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