Monday, May 22, 2006
1:32 AM

looking back on how i dealt with things,
i was really childish.
i chose to screw my life up.
and i can't blame anyone for that.

at the end of the day,
you can always choose to be happy.
and trust me.
i've done it before.
its really all up there in your head.

like you said, your entries were posted based on your feelings at that moment.
so were mine.
and i'm not going to apologise for anything.

if you think i can't understand.
that probably means you don't really know me.
but then again,
who really knows me.
i've been suffering from depression for more than 2 years,
to the point of commiting suicide.
i know whats it like to be emotionally unstable.

i know what its like to be alone.
and not have a single person to really tell how you feel.
but i've dealt with it.

its your choice to go ahead and give whatever face you want to others.
but don't forgot your moods can affect others.
its just like how we hate it when someone just suddenly vents their anger on us for no rhyme or reason.

anyway, this is gon be my final post on this whole entire issue.
i don't see a point in it anymore.
i'll just let you suit yourself.
i've had my say.
and i'm not gon push it further.
if you can't accept what i've got to say.
so be it.

played;