Friday, June 02, 2006
1:47 AM

and the fire still rages on.
even after the intial burns,
the lessons still don't register.

emotional attachments are the greatest sins ever committed.
countless errors.
endless trials.
i never learn, do i?

after a couple of vodkas,
the tears came out freefall.
i can't help but feel this way right now.

with angst running deep in my blood.
i can't help but sink the blades deeper in this time.
i wish i would grow up.
grow out of these childish antics.
but when the moment comes,
nothing else seems to be a better remedy.

infantile is the way im behaving right now.
but,
fuck care.

lets drown our sorrows tonight.
and not care bout anyone else.

played;