Monday, June 12, 2006
12:09 AM

my knuckles are still sore from all that punching.

i wish time would standstill,
i would really like to make some moments last.
life is really short.

sometimes, in the morning when i wake up.
i just simply lie in bed and wonder about how im going to spend my day.
then i think about how much time is wasted.
its not that i have a goal or aim in life exactly.
im just not sure if thats how i want to be living my life.
or rather, im just not sure about what i want.

sometimes, family isn't that bad.
despite of the countless times that i've cursed them.
haven't been on good terms with my father,
and that is of cause,
my fault to begin with.
i'm still trying to let the past be the past.

i was just thinking bout fragments of my past.
i think i did make some right choices after all.
so maybe i didn't really screw it up as bad as i thought i did.

but once you get a taste of it,
its something you'll never forget.
and the occasional cravings,
they don't make things must better.

played;