Tuesday, August 15, 2006
8:51 PM

please don't ask me why.
it doesn't matter anymore.
and yes, it hurts to talk about it.

as i tossed and turned in bed last night,
with emotions inside filled to the brim.
i just kept on revisiting the past,
and the so called "memories".

i'd have to be brave,
in order to get through the day.
i think i've done well today.
it pricks the most when everythings so "normal".

glad we're still friends,
but the road to moving on is still some distance away.
it may be weeks, months?
i know i'd get by eventually.
but not now.

its funny how your presence changes everything,
for that moment.
thank you for the memories anyway.

and as we walk away from this,
i'd cry my heart out tonight.

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