Thursday, August 03, 2006
10:52 PM

its been a rather tiring week though i haven't been doing much.
other than hanging around after school,
smoking sessions with the girls up blocks,
and rushing to different destinations for fucked up sessions of tuitions.
life's been pretty dead i'd say.

i feel the need for a sip of alcohol now.
don't get me wrong.
im not getting all emo over nothing.
i'm just in the mood to drink.

i feel like having a smoke now.
love sitting by the roadside,
watching the cars pass by.
its just peaceful,
a great place to spend time reflecting.

was flipping through my diary and reading my past entries.
i just realised how fucking morbid i was.
its scary to know that was me.
suicidal pages smeared with blood,
illegible crazy handwriting,
and angsty rants.
seems like as though i have a split personality.
well, that was me just last year.

ohh, those emotions.
i've changed.
and yes, some people in my life do deserve credit for that.
i really appreciate those people who have some significance in my life.

miss that boy.
one month's coming.

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