Monday, August 14, 2006
9:00 PM

i feel like as though i'm being blown in whichever direction that the wind blows.

sometimes, when i hit a rough patch.
i don't know if i should give up or just hang on.

its the little things that build up the barriers.
and when the time comes,
you'd just find yourself stuck in a corner.
and yes, i am talking bout whats going on in my so called relationship.

the countless number of times,
that i've just brushed off all those things going on around me.
it all sums up to whats going on now.

i've already mentally prepared myself for the worst.
i was lying when i said it didn't matter to me.
i just couldn't let myself indulge in self pity.
i'd hold the tears back for now.

whatever the outcome is tonight,
i'll leave it to you.
i feel myself falling, off the edge.

played;