Monday, August 21, 2006
9:02 PM

i don't feel angry, pain or disappointed.
just stupid.
history, yes history.
if you're wondering why im rambling on bout the past,
its cause a certain event that took place today makes me recall an incident,
so very familiar. (cheryl and dawn)

i see so many similiarities now,
that it makes me feel stupid not to have realised this from the start.
but then again,
its not like i could have predicted all this.

even up to now,
im still repeating history.
without realising it.

i think i may want to go back to counselling,
i don't know why,
but im just hoping for a miracle to happen,
to jolt me out of this facade that i've created for myself.

slashes and gashes

played;