Tuesday, March 27, 2007
4:41 AM

i don't know if anyone still reads my blog,
but whatever,
i've finally tendered my resignation.
well, im officially free and bored.
i've taken to this new habit of eating,
and its not exactly something i want to continue.

so many people are coming in and out of my life at the moment.
it gets frustrating sometimes.
especially when you don't like the person,
and they just keep on pushing and pushing.
don't you fucking get the msg when i don't reply you?

i can't like anyone who likes me first.
maybe you might think i'm weird, but thats how i am.
the more you ignore me, the more i like you.
anyhows, i don't believe in relationships at the moment.
wtf are they for.
i don't think i can ever feel that way for anyone else again.
and fuck the past, it doesn't mean shit to me at all.

i know everytime im drunk,
im bound to make out with some guy.
fuck the world anyhow.
alcohol makes you do anything.
just that sometimes, i wake up regretting my actions.
but fuck it again, whatever happened didn't mean shit to me.
just like how im expressing my opinions on my blog right now.
theres nothing to restraint you.
thats what i like about it.
but it can make you do things you regret as well.

anyway, i've finally decided to put you behind.
i don't feel much for you anymore.
so fuck it, im moving on.
i don't know how this is going to end up.
but fuck it, i need alot of my own space.
so at the same time, fuck relationships.
goodnight ya'all im off to bed.

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