Tuesday, May 29, 2007
12:17 AM

here i am, back to the dull monotonous days of my life.
not that i should be complaining.
haven't i always longed for this peace.
the rush hour is over, the pace is slowing down.

here i am, wondering how i could have failed to realise so.
why do we always wait for things to happen,
only to realise how much we treasure that something.

i'm in great need of vomiting verbally.
so where do you turn to when you need a ear?
right now at this moment i'm pretty clueless.
i'm just so constrained by my obligations.

sitting alone, staring out of the window.
images flashing, thoughts stirring.
i kind of enjoy it, somehow.
it gives you some sort of peace on the inside.

i thought i was pretty sure of myself,
or did time just decide to play games with me.
this can't be happening.
this doesn't normally happen in real life drama.

all this insecurity, drama, emotions.
lets chase them away by putting up facades.

played;