i'd like to take a hike somewhere. we all have a choice ; to live to the edge, or let the edge live you.
its a pity, at the age of 17, going on 18. i still haven't got this life figured out. i don't quite know how to pen those emotions down into words without sounding like an angsty teenager. but maybe, i'm am still clinging onto bits of history. just to reassure myself that i've gotten out of it. this sounds pretty vague i know. well, habits don't change.
all this clubbing/drinking/smoking/late-nights out, it makes me feel so raw sometimes. it feels like im avoiding something, i just don't know what it is. everything's coming into conflict with one another.
fuck you and your confusion. say hello to the new distraction.
well, on a lighter note : school's much more bearable thanks to the class. lame jokes, screwed up facilitators, bitchy classmates, class outings. mm, kinda reminds me of a circus.
