Monday, August 13, 2007
2:29 PM

school is such a drag sometimes.
everyone's blog serves different purposes.
and mines to express thoughts which i find myself unable to express verbally.
so here i go.

i believe that we are all depressed maniacs in our own way.
some just try to imitate others, and fail.
then we have those who are genuinely repressed and depressed.
then we have those who are beyond redemption and should be condemmed in hell.
so which category are you in?
but then again thats not the point.

the point here is, being that since we are all depressed maniacs in our own way,
there should be no such lame stereotypes as "emo" or "goth"
everyone has their dark moments.

let me cite some examples here:
take a middle-aged woman for example.
she works for some company and has an average performance.
after work, she picks up her children from school,
goes home and is bombarded with a thousand and one household chores.
her husband doesn't give a shit and sits in front on the couch and screams for dinner across the living room.
she snaps, she takes a gun and starts shooting in every direction.
okay, find. perhaps we should just restrict this to her private personal fantasy.
and perhaps, i am being biased here.

then we have the 10 year old boy,
goes to school like any other kid his age.
comes home, realises that nobody is home.
hes locked outside his door.
he waits and waits.
his mind starts to wonder.
perhaps his mother has abandoned him.
perhaps its the end of the world.
perhaps, hes already dead and stuck in a limbo.
he snaps, climbs over the ledge of the building and takes a jump.

okay, i know i like to over dramatise certain situations.
but then again, our imagination is the very bane of our own sanity.
our imagination feeds our insecurities and slowly they manifest into something unreal and delusional.
but then again, it takes courage and a hint of desperation for any real action to take place

therefore, i conclude.
we are all depressed maniacs in our own way.
its just whether you choose to admit it or not.

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