The transition into the new year was no big deal for me. However, 2007 was like a leaping stone from the sheltered life I had.
For starters, I finally graduated from secondary school after having wasted 5 years of my life there instead of 4. However, things wouldn't have turned out the way the were right now if not for that one extra year. I wouldn't have had met all these people, and I probably would never had experienced the thrills of underage clubbing or the highs of drinking.
Then there was the time at BFD. While working my ass off, I had the experience of : The not so random make-outs, the act of overly giving the benefit of the doubt to others, survival in work politics and lastly the spending of half my pay check in night. Which I later on regretted doing so. However, I must say that the company I had did lighten things up.
Entering poly was like being thrown into a class in a neighbourhood school. It was hell for the first few weeks, adapting to it was though, especially with the mindset that people from neighbourhood schools were below me. I was thrown apart from my familar surroundings. However, the passage of time proved me wrong. It was good first sem.
Then I lost my bet, which was totally unplanned or unexpected for. I got attached and it was quite a surprise I'd say, not just to me but to others around me. The fact that this relationship is still intact gives me a sense of achievement. Yet, at the same time it scares me. Its not about the commitment, its about how attached you get to the person without realizing it. Just like how I look forward to bookouts all week even though I've just left you a few hours ago. Relationships alter your life, its like how some companies have joined partnerships for the benefit of both companies. Basically, its like living your life with mutual shared decisions. Its not an obsession, its an attachment to this partnership.
This entry ends here, I love you army boy. As for my new year resolutions, I have none. I prefer to live my life with the flow. You can never predict what happens in the future.
